First of all greetings from South Wales,UK

im the same age as you and i feel the same. its seem like things are going down hill for me too. te only difference is even though i am a loner and have been iam in a 6 year relationship with my boyfriend which is my first and its awfull and i cant get out of it i love him and wish the best for him but it was doomed from the start. as like you i worry all the time about money, family,ect. and thought about and think about suicide all the time. but i try to stick in there in hopes it will get better so i hope you stick in there i feel your pain and i hope it gets better for you….

In reply to Brand… .Wanna start off by saying that i never usually reply or sign up to any websites or even believe in curses,religion,deity’s etc etc but after years of dismal and uncanny misfortune on my behalf (also affecting my immediate family) ive finally had enough and 20minutes ago decided to search anything involving Hex’s,Curses etc. This was the first website i clicked on and was just about to leave as i feel “bloody stupid at 31yo and with absolutley no belief in anything supernatural” but just before i did, i glanced down on your artical and decided to read. What struck me was the way you described yourself as “indecisive in life”. I swear your problems practically mirror mine!! in fact your article may aswell be bloody written by me.

My problems really started to get severe 6yrs back starting with my mother suddenly passing away on a new years day of all days, i was extremely close to my mum and it devastated me to the point that to this day i hate christmas/new year

continued……….TRUST ME you are far from being a loser and dont even think about suicide, your a decent sounding guy and remind me of myself…and yes i do have problem after problem AND DESPERATLY WANT THEM TO STOP but this much i do know….we are still decent human beings and dont deserve that. I hope reading this as made u feel at least a little bit better? Your not alone. take it easy friend ??

In reply to Brand… .Wanna start off by saying that i never usually reply or sign up to any websites or even believe in curses,religion,deity’s etc etc but after years of dismal and uncanny misfortune on my behalf (also affecting my immediate family) ive finally had enough and 20minutes ago decided to search anything involving Hex’s,Curses etc. This was the first website i clicked on and was just about to leave as i feel “bloody stupid at 31yo and with absolutley no belief in anything supernatural” but just before i did, i glanced down on your artical and decided to read. What struck me was the way you described yourself as “indecisive in life”. I swear your problems practically mirror mine!! in fact your article may aswell be bloody written by me!!….continued below…..

Its as though there is an invisible wall blocking me from any kind of progress?

part 2 continued…. There are a few differences, mainly personnal and the fact you have a bachelors degree african dating review (over here they are called GCSE’s/qualifications etc ?? ) but joking aside i really feel for you mate!! 18months or so later i broke up with my long term girlfriend which dealt me another blow,4 months after this the job i enjoyed and worked nearly 8yrs azingly 4yrs have past since then and im still in the same situation. As you stated not being able to land a job, and when you do get offers for work you just simply “turn them down”. If you do end up reading this would like to hear your reasons why you turn them down despite badly needing the money!!…cont in part3